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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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3:00 pm - It's been too long a lull, all the self-pity is getting dull today.
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I don't know. For some things, I guess. I don't really know.
I'm thankful I won 50 bucks the other day...
thankful that I won another ten dollars today...
and I'm thankful for all the food that I've been eating...
you know, around Thanksgiving time.
He came over and put a smile on my face.
I didn't even wanna wake up tomorrow morning.
I had nothing to look forward to.
I'm thankful that Mike came over and put a smile on my face...
talking his shit.
I'm thankful for you too.
current mood:  optimistic
current music: Homesick Hopes
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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12:12 am - Social Distortion
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The show last night was really amazing, and was to me the best Social Distortion show that I have seen thus far. Pat, the Big Cat, Sarah and Steve all came over here before the show for some beers before we headed to the venue. There was of course, drinking in the car and in the parking lot before the show as well. For anyone who cares the setlist was:
Mommy's Little Monster
Another State of Mind
Sick Boys
1945
Reach For the Sky
Highway 101 (we have a road trip date by the way)
Under My Thumb
Diamond in the Rough
Don't Take Me For Granted
It's Alright
Prison Bound
Sometimes I Do
Nickels and Dimes
Footprints on My Ceiling
Ring of Fire
Story of My Life
I was really impressed with the setlist actually. When you see your favorite band or artist perform there are always some things that you'd like to hear that they don't play, but considering time limits and reasonability I can't complain at all with the song selection. For some reason this show was really emotional for me, particularly during Story of My Life. I've heard the song a million times, but last night in some weird way it was like I was hearing it differently than I ever had before. "Life goes by so fast, you only wanna do what you think is right, close your eyes then it's past"..Those lyrics totally took me back to the first time that I ever heard Social Distortion. It was that song as a matter of fact. I guess I was just struck somehow with how quickly it's all gone by. It seems so recent that I first heard them, and when I think about it like that the last 10 years of my life seem like a blink.
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Watching Unsolved Mysteries
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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8:53 pm - Update for chaos.
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The top three (3) movies that you watch everytime they're on TV, seemingly no matter what else is on, but that you never, or infrequently, watch on VHS or DVD.
1) Houseguest
2) Rocky (1-5)
3) Jaws
GO!
current mood:  tired
current music: Watching Houseguest for the 50th time.
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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1:35 pm - The not so swan song
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The thing about this coming Friday, is that our new band is playing our first show at BJ's in Fredonia as part of BJ's fest. For those of you around here who might be interested in something like that, it would be awesome to see you out there. We're playing at 10 I think, but there will be great bands all night. If any of you guys want other details or need a lift or anything please let me know so we can get some pals out there for this fledgling performance. Stay white.
current mood: good
current music: Just watching Futurama
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| Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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8:39 am - Fat Man
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I spent all day trying to figure out which animated feature film showcased Dom Deluise as one of the main voices, then I found out that he did voices in All Dogs Go to Heaven as well as An American Tail. Now I don't know which of those movies I was trying to remember, so I am still vexed.
current mood:  confused
current music: Craptacular
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| Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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3:54 am - Observe
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If you don't sleep on your back, the Craft-Matic adjustable bed is basically useless.
I owe a debt to Jeopardy. Anytime I need to pass thirty seconds, I just hum the Final Jeopardy theme in my head and know that it's been that long.
There are few better feelings in this world than watching something that has been taped off of television and finding that the commercials have been removed.
current mood: calm
current music: Watching Golf
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| Friday, April 15th, 2005
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5:27 am - Public Transport
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I am watching Maury and the episode theme is "Is it a man or a woman?" You know the one, where they march out a bunch of atypically attractive women/trannys. Well the first half of the show is them coming out and Maury walking around the audience seeing what everyone thinks before they reveal their true birth gender, you've all seen it, at least those of you who are cool. So anyhow, Maury is walking around talking to everyone seeing what they think, and this black guy tells Maury "if that isn't a man I'll give you my bus pass!" And he's holding the bus pass in Maury's face. Priceless.
current mood:  amused
current music: Maury that's a man!! NO!! That;s a woman!!
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| Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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11:52 pm - I don't wanna wait, for this episode to be over.
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Fuck the episode where Pacey, Joey and Jack sit around telling ghost/attempted rape stories and are then joined by Grams. Fuck it in it's stupid ass.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: Who could think of music at a time like this.
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| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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8:11 am
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You know, sometimes I just have no fucking idea what Paula Abdul thinks she's hearing.
current mood: confused
current music: Nails on the chalkboard
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1:51 am - Town Harlot
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I can't identify one episode when we don't see Joey Potter walking around at least once with her hands in her front pockets and her shoulders slightly scrunched forward and her head tilted in such a way that places her chin near one of her shoulders. You know what I mean?
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Court TV
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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2:15 pm - Yeast Beast
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Small addendum to my previous thought...
There's really nothing wrong with being a whore. I mean someone has to do it and their existence has made many an otherwise lonely night just the opposite for alot of guys. But it makes me smile when a chick is like "I'm a sexual person..." I got an update for you toots... No you're not. You're a whore. Nice try though. That is backdoor verbiage utilised purely to give validation to the fact that you fuck strangers. For the most part, we're all sexual people on some level. However they have a name for people once they reach a certain point on the experience chart, and it isn't "sexual person".
Need a hand tying that mattress to your back?
current mood: content
current music: The Meatmen - Blowjobs Ain't Cheating
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4:46 am - You're someone's child
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I think that telling a chick that she gives lousy head is awesome, especially if it's true.
I also think that it's funny when a girl develops a false sense of desirability because a bunch of drunken pigs tell her how hot she is and that they want to fuck. I wonder if it's the attention part or the screwing a guy whose last name you don't know part that allows them to walk down the street with their heads held high.
current mood: amused
current music: The Clash - Somebody Got Murdered
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| Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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7:59 pm - I'll take you in my arms and tell you all I know...
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I had this weird feeling today. It was a mixture of a few things. Loss, lack of importance, calirvoyancy, understanding and confusion...maybe. I was thinking about the way that we come and go in the lives of others, and often after we leave, (or they leave) there is no remarkable indication of their existance in our lives to speak of. Through love, friendship, mutual experience or whatever, we have times in our lives that are so severely connected with the lives of others, then those times pass and it seems that with them so do the people right out of our lives, and us from theirs. Now this idea that people come and go from our lives, certainly I understand that and anticipate it, but it's a strange feeling when you look at someone's life 'post-you' and find that it seems completely unaffected by your place in it. Like, your ex-girlfriend makes a list of the top 100 coolest things she's ever done, and nothing that you and her did together is on the list, or someone that you did things with (important things that felt unique and interesting) is now out doing those same things with other people. The way that these experiences are just a moment in time and what makes them special is that minute, it isn't the act itself. You and your ex-boyfriend would go walk around your old high school at 4 in the morning, and now he's out there doing the same thing with his new girlfriend. What was actually important was the combination of you and that other person, that moment in time, that place etc... It isn't just the action.
I remember how angry and betrayed I felt after Morgan and I broke up and she was out getting tattooed with her new boyfriend. I felt for some reason that that was "our thing", but it wasn't, not anymore at least. It was now theirs. It's really sobering I guess but important in helping us get along with things, and assisting us in not holding grudges for the perceived bastardization of things that we thought were important. Getting tattooed with her means just as much to me now as it did then, even if she did go and do it with someone else. We shared that, and that can't be taken away. Do we really think that we can carve out with another person entirely individualistic experiences, that they have never done, and will never do again? We hope for that in vain. But we find those times here and there ya know? It isn't completely lost. I've gone to get tattoos with more than one girl in my life sure, but I've only gotten drunk and talked someone through driving a standard transmission (shifter car) vehicle from Rochester to Buffalo at 4am once in my life. And I will probably never do that again with anyone else. I'll leave it at that.
current mood: pensive
current music: Pinhead Gunpowder - Once More Without Feeling
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| Saturday, March 26th, 2005
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8:22 pm - That was allllright.
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Here's the thing about last night... it ruled.
Open bar, awesome people (new and familiar), strippers, good times, good laughs.
Natalie:
So something else about last night.. there were two Natalie look alikes!! One was your size, slightly less-cool hair and no glasses, but pretty close.. THEN there was a mini one.. who looked almost IDENTICAL to you; same style, glasses, hair...everything (except she was tiny). Mark Dunn comes up to me and is like.. "Hey, did you see that miniature Natalie over there?"
current mood: good
current music: Forensic Files (tv)
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| Friday, March 25th, 2005
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2:46 am - Which loser asshole quizmaker are you?
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I hate quizzes where the questions and answer choices don't at least slightly veil the outcome.
Ex: Which Seinfeld character are you?
What do you do for work?
A) Tell jokes and try to make people laugh.
B) Work? I just sit around coming up with get-rich-quick schemes.
C) It's rough keeping a job when you have sex with your secretary and fake being handicapped.
D) Book editing or writing, if I'm not out getting socks for a Spring Water tycoon.
I just made that up, but you get the point. If these jackholes have time to put these things together, you would think that they would have the time to make them at least the tiniest bit interesting.
current mood: annoyed
current music: Roses Are Red - Time Signals Progress
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| Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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11:30 pm - The trials of television.
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I went to Fredonia last night and got a bit drunk. That was a good time, although the town was a little barren due to it being spring break and all. I have mixed feelings about tonight. On the upside, that new comedy "The Office" on NBC is really funny. This was the first time in the post-Seinfeld era (with the exception of Curb Your Enthusiasm) that I have felt like a sitcom was worthy of being watched. I recommend it to anyone who likes the Christopher Guest style "mockumentary". Another good thing is the tournament basketball games that are on. Pretty exciting.
Now on the downside, Mikalah was voted off of American Idol tonight. I was really hoping that I would have the good fortune of looking at her sweet teen ass for at least a few more weeks. Maybe she'll get some exposure out of this and be on TV in some other capacity, or maybe I'll stalk her.. ya know, whatever works.
current mood:  sick
current music: March Madness on the TV
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| Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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8:09 pm - Record Breaking
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183 Lines.
Booya.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Beach Boys - Wouldn't It Be nice
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| Friday, March 11th, 2005
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8:16 pm - Sometimes life is good.
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You show me a girl 17-19 years old whose parents are divorced/separated, and I'll show you a girl whose having sex.
Thank the Lord for broken homes and youth trauma.
current mood: happy
current music: Green Day - St. Jimmy
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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3:39 am - Tetricide
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New personal best.
165 Lines
218,046 Points
And until now I was having a pretty shitty night.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Green Day - Homecoming
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| Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
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1:51 am - S.O.B.A.
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I just went and saw Queen City Knights at Broadway Joe's. At least it was something for a monday night. This post is pure coercion. As I am writing it I am sitting here drinking by myself. I have had a few and I have more than a few left before the night is over. I am thinking of growing my hair out again, it's starting to get long-ish again, I guess that's why. I was just playing tetris and got 152 lines. I was pretty happy with that. I am reaching right now in case you don't notice. Anything that I think of or that happened recently is going on the printed page, so to speak. Ok enough of this.
I have a bunch of High Life to drink, and perhaps if the night goes as planned, I will have a high life picture of my own by the end of the night. The only question is (if I am drinking alone) who's going to take it?
current mood:  lonely
current music: Tetris theme
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